Dare to be bold servants
The Ordination of Liz Miller, Diane Zanetti, Hemchand Gossai
to the Sacred Order of Deacons
Cathedral Church of the Nativity, Bethlehem
Bishop Paul V. Marshall
May 31, 2003
Jeremiah 1:4-9; 2 Cor 4:1-6; Luke 22:24-27
For thirty or forty years now we have been drowning in romantic
twaddle - romantic, schizophrenic twaddle - about the ministry of
deacons. We have encouraged people on the one hand to see diaconate
as a "full and equal order," but in some dioceses they
may not dress as clergy, and in some they may not vote with the clergy
at convention, and they may not serve as lay delegates either, so
they are the one group of the baptized without franchise in those
dioceses[1]. On a more pervasive level there still
lives among the presbyterate the impulse to patronize and belittle
deacons with tired old jokes about who should pour the sherry. Out
of our own anxiety about things like power, we have confused being
a servant with being servile.
People of color perhaps know best what this is like in America. In my youth
it was still common to speak of people of color who had service-oriented jobs
as "boy" or "girl," and men could be directly addressed
as "boy" when something was wanted--and nobody thought it was an
odd thing to do. When in my adolescence black men started saying "Who
you callin' boy?" that was a serious challenge to a historic and systematic
belittling of human dignity.
In our first lesson, the Hebrew word that Jeremiah uses to avoid his call works
the same way. It can mean a young male or it can mean a person of, well, diminished
dignity. Whatever its meaning, and why not both, God's retort is brusque: "Jeremiah,
I myself know you and want you, so think of yourself as a bullfrog not a cowering
boy, and if I have given you a message, let's hear it you bellow it." So
Jeremiah was a bullfrog, and served God by delivering words nobody wanted to
hear in an unjust and faithless society, a suicidally unjust and faithless
society. Prophecy cannot be bleated - it is not a sport for those who think
of themselves as "boy" or "girl."
Deacons are to interpret the world for the church - they are to say the sometimes
uncomfortable words that get us, lay people, bishops, presbyters, to attend
to the suffering, evil, and injustice of the world with the tools of the gospel
of Christ, so perhaps we need to look at the Gospel passage for a moment.
Jesus tells those who follow him, and that would be us, not to seek grandeur,
self-glorification, or status, but to understand that whoever and whatever
you are, to use that to serve. Then he gives an example: the Messiah himself
was there for the sake of others - he didn't stop being who he was, he didn't
walk about with downcast eyes and a servile shuffle - he looked the world in
the eye and served it as the incarnate Son of God. How did he serve it? He
had the courage to befriend those who were at the very edges of society no
matter if that were because of choices they made or because of circumstances
imposed on them. He had the audacity to announce God's pardon, healing, and
acceptance of people whom the folks who were indeed decent, hard-working, and
sincere found it OK to think of as under God's wrath. He treated women as equals
and one time was even nice to children.
:-)
Servanthood here means overturning the system, calling people who did in fact
love God to widen their perception of God's reign and what it means. Servanthood
here means giving outcast and downtrodden people new hope and dignity. You
can't do that if you are a nebbish, Uriah Heep in a cassock.
In the model of servanthood as Jesus practiced it, is there anything in there
about withholding power from others? No. There is a severe caution about self-glorification,
but to do the ministry of servanthood Jesus did one needs a strong inner sense
of one's power as a person, one's dynamic presence - things not reinforced
by others' need to withhold power or position. I am extraordinarily depressed
by the need felt by some in the church to withhold power from the ones most
able to speak for the oppressed. It is so like us to worry about the power
rather than the equity. The "balance of power" is usually what God
wants changed if you're reading the same Bible I am.
Enough of that. The church discovered it needed people to bear this symbol
and ministry very early. And let's not kid ourselves: the issue that brought
it up was justice, not waitressing. Already by Acts 5, the church discovered
that even the community of the elect could be unjust, so seven were chosen
to make sure that in the church, fair was in fact fair. Are we entirely sure
that we don't need people of relentless fairness keeping that kind of watch
today?
This ministry of making sure that people got what they needed regardless of
who they were grew in both business and respect, and in Rome the church fed
and cared for thousands of people under the supervision of their deacons. In
fact, in the first millennium, bishops were routinely chosen from among the
deacons of Rome, not the presbyters. The first known use of "your holiness" as
a term of veneration was not applied to the Pope, but applied by Leo the Great
to . his deacons. What would it mean at Trinity, Bethlehem, if they started
calling the one who runs their soup kitchen, "Your Holiness?" Think
about, Liz - or better, think about it, Fr. Nick, Mo. Laura, and the many of
you who come here from Trinity today. Do you recognize the essential holiness
of the commitment and work you see day by day in your kitchen?
I said recently to a saintly physician, "does it bother you to have me
point out your holiness?" Because she is truly holy, she replied, "No,
it gives me something to be thankful for." A key to not losing heart is
knowing what it is you are giving your life to, and knowing that you are giving
yourself to it, and being thankful that it is real. It is a very counter-cultural
thing to let ourselves be as holy as we are. Deacons who go boldly about their
ministry can teach us about the courage to be who we are.
Serving involves doing and being, but there is more. A couple of Sundays ago
we heard about Philip, one of the Jerusalem Seven, who in addition to being
in tiptop physical shape, was able to tell the Ethiopian treasurer what his
faith was about in words so convincing that his testimony evoked immediate
conversion. Stephen as well is remembered for his testimony, a testimony that
cost his life. Serving involves speaking, speaking clearly and convincingly,
and all three of our ordinands today have demonstrated this spring that they
can do just that.
Diane and Hemchand practice ministries of counsel and teaching, ministries
that require presence, presence, presence, and then require wisdom and words.
Their ministry is about the interior transformation of minds and hearts, and
combines boldness and gentleness to the same degree that Liz's ministry does.
While for Liz, diaconate is her primary ministry, they are ordered deacons
as part of their call to the presbyterate. This is a move that is increasingly
questioned in the Church, whether priests should be first ordained deacons,
and the General Convention will take it up this summer with that steadfastness
and devotion we invest in all matters that don't actually involve evangelism
or economic justice. I cannot do anything about that except to say that at
least for now, the Church asks you two to recognize that the core of ordained
ministry is in the commitment to serve precisely as boldly and assertively
as Jesus served. Whether or not that will always mean that priests are to be
deacons first I do not know, but for God's sake and your own, do not see what
is given you today as something to be passed through and then transcended.
Receive it as a trust, a trust that you will boldly hold before the world that
which can transform it.
The epistle you three have chosen to be read today is bitter-sweet. The writer
acknowledges that God is the giver of ministry, and then adds that because
this is so, "we do not lose heart." Why would it occur to him to
say that, adding the admission that the good news we proclaim may well be veiled,
something that the world or the culture makes sound crazy or stupid or both?
Even to the most faithful, true, and bold who take on the life of identified
symbol-bearers of gospel community comes the occasional inclination to frustration
and, let's be frank, even to despair. Most of what you are asked to do is designed
to have a cumulative effect in the lives of individuals and in the life of
the community. But I hear you say, "cumulative - shumulative!" All
the things that shape us to want instant gratification, measurable success,
and a strong bottom line - those things may lead us to sadness that some days,
some weeks, some years, little appears to have been accomplished, breakthroughs
coming far apart if at all. It is a fact that we are fighting a battle, and
the harder and more creatively we work for what is creative and new and life-giving,
the harder will be the resistance, the pushing back will be from the forces
of evil and homeostasis - and those two things are not necessarily the same.
It is well to remember during the dry time, the frustrating time, the time
of plodding through the desert, that God was not kidding Jeremiah along, and
is not kidding you along. The process to get to this day has been, and I think
I can speak without fear of contradiction, somewhat complicated. Everybody
who should, and probably some who needn't, has had a voice in detecting whether
God has called you. We gather here because of our belief that God has called
you, and that God knows precisely who you are, who you have been, and who you
will be, and wants to work with that for the good of the whole Church and the
world.
Jesus' faithfulness, Jesus' bold compassion, Jesus' plain speaking of the truth,
got him killed. It is the faithful, compassionate, truthful one whom God raised
from the dead, illuminating forever the question of whether faithfulness, compassion,
and truthfulness are worth it. Results we may not see in proportion to our
dreams and ambitions - and maybe we will see them - but either way, we are
part of something that moves from resurrection to resurrection, part of a process
that is infinitely bigger than ourselves. By the grace of God you are what
you are, and that grace must not be received in vain. Be bold, be powerful,
be confident: dare to be deacons.
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[1] It is a sophistry of the first
order to equate presbyteral sharing in the "councils of the
Church" to voting at diocesan conventions, which certainly
lay people may do, or as excluding others.
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