In my youth it was still common to speak of people of color who
had service-oriented jobs as "boy" or "girl." When
black men started saying "Who you callin' boy?" that
was a serious challenge to an historic and systematic belittling
of human dignity.
Because the church discovered during the early years of its existence that
it could be unjust, it chose seven people of relentless fairness to keep
watch - in the church and in the world - to make sure that at least in the
church fair was in fact fair. They were deacons.
In the Roman Catholic and Episcopal tradition, deacons are to interpret the
world for the church - saying the sometimes uncomfortable words that get
us to attend to the suffering, evil and injustice of the world from the perspective
of the Good News of God.
Our word, deacon, is from the Greek: being a servant, not to be confused
with being servile.
The first known use of "your holiness" as a term of veneration
was applied not to the Pope, but by Pope Leo the Great to his deacons. I
want to believe this was because they made sure people got what they needed
regardless of who they were.
I have been thinking about deacons because, on the last Saturday of May,
I ordained three.
One serves as coordinator of a soup kitchen. One, a biblical scholar, teaches
at a local college. One works with women and children in crisis. Their ministries
of presence, wisdom, gentleness, boldness and transformation of minds and
hearts are all ministries of service.
Servanthood, for Jesus, meant overturning the system. It meant calling people
who did in fact love God to widen their perception of God's reign, who it
includes and what it means. It meant giving outcast and downtrodden people
new hope and dignity. Jesus was a servant of God's Good News.
Jesus boldly befriended those who were at the very edges of society for whatever
reason - whether because of choices they made or circumstances imposed on
them. He announced God's pardon, healing, and acceptance of people whom folks
who were decent, hard-working, and sincere often thought of as under God's
wrath.
The servanthood Jesus modeled requires a strong sense of integrity, power
and presence. I am extraordinarily depressed by anxiety in the church about
power, anxiety that results even in withholding power from those most able
to speak for the oppressed. It is so like us to worry about power rather
than equity.
If you read the same Bible I read, the "balance of power" is usually
what God wants changed.
You may have noticed that the harder you work for what is creative and new
and life-giving, the harder is the resistance, the pushing back, from those
who prefer evil and homeostasis - and those two things are not necessarily
the same.
Jesus' faithfulness and bold compassion and plain speaking of the truth got
him killed. God raised this faithful, bold, compassionate, truthful one from
the dead, illuminating forever the question of whether faithfulness, compassion,
and truthfulness are worth it.
In our time, we may not see results in proportion to our dreams and ambitions
- and maybe we will see them - but, either way, we are part of something
that moves from resurrection to resurrection, part of a process that is infinitely
bigger than ourselves.
Be bold, be powerful, be confident," I said to the three I recently
ordained. "Dare to be deacons."